Taylor Swift - Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/taylor_swift/back_to_december.html ]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

No Idea.

I'm trying. Seriously I'm trying. But so far, it doesn't work that way. Now I don't know what am I supposed to do. I don't even know what I'm doing. Perhaps it could be better if I follow the flow, and just get it done.

Semoga Sukses :)

Hai. Sekarang hari minggu, panas banget di luar. Gua sih dari tadi di rumah aja hahaha pagi-pagi udah ngepel, nyapu, nyiram tanaman. Sejujurnya itu lebih enak daripada bangun tidur tidur lagi kayak yg biasa gua lakuin hehehe. Oh iya sekarang tanggal 17 Juni nih. Besok sampai 3 hari ke depan saatnya teman-teman gua berjuang tes SMA hihihi.

Gua berharap banget mereka sukses tesnya, dan diterima. Gua pengen ngeliat mereka teriak "gua diterima! Alhamdulillah" dan mereka senyum :) Duh asyiknya ngeliat pemandangan kayak gitu, gua kan jadi ikut seneng juga hehe semoga nanti kayak gitu ya ya Allah, aamiin!!!!!!

Semoga kalian berhasil, semoga kalian sukses ya. Belajar yang bener, ibadahnya juga, solatnya yang rajin ya, percuma juga kalo udah usaha tapi berdoanya kurang, ya gak? Duh pokoknya gua pengen ngeliat kalian seneng dan cepet2 liburaaan hahahaha do the best ya kalian, sayang kalian bgt tauga♥♥♥

Unfair.

That was absofuckinglutely unfair.

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