the sweetest thing i've ever got

I was crying at that time cause somethin' that really made me upset. When I opened my bag, I found a book and a birthday card. It wasn't my birthday, my birthday was around a month ago. And then I read it. I was smiling and my cheeks were turning red. The simple words that can't be forgotten. It was an awkward moment..

And now, I do love him. But it's over now. God, I miss him so badly :(

-_-

Anjir akhir2 ini gua melankolis abis hahahahahahahaha najis najis najis gua jadi begini oh tidak :O

Sorry ya gayzz, gua juga agak jijik liat postingan gua hehehe

Moodbooster

Abis gua ngeliat yg tadi, gua bete banget. kalo inget lagi bisa pias nih gua hahahahaha anjir copo abis. Tapi abis dari gor tadi gua ke tempat les ke GO. Di sana tadi seru abis, mereka bikin gua ketawa hahahahaha. Thanks banget pokoknya ya temen sekelas gua di GO. Buat Iyo 1, Iyo 2, Thasya, Gifni, Fei, Maul, Izzat, Irfan, dll thanks banget hari ini dan kalian sangat berisik! hahahaha (y) :D

Salah

Tadi di gor gua ngeliat lu ngerokok. Gua liat secara langsung. Gua dikasih tau uci, dan pas gua liat, bener2 ngerokok. Dan gua nangissss. Oke gua bukan siapa2nya lu lagi, gua ga ada hak buat nasehatin lu lagi. Tapi ngeliat lu kayak gitu rasanya kecewa banget. Dulu lu gapernah gitu di gor, atau mungkin gua yg ga liat. Lu teh lagi sakit, gua gamau lu tambah sakit.. Tapi lu ga ngerti dan ga pernah ngerti. Sekarang gua tau siapa yg gua sayang. Gua sayang lu. Iya gua sayang, sayang banget.
Gua ga akan nangis kalo emang gua ga sayang.
Gua ga akan nangis kalo emang gua ga peduli.
Kenapa gua sayangnya harus sama lu sih? Kenapa ga orang lain aja yg jauh lebih baik daripada lu? Gua ga ngerti kenapa gua bisa kayak gini. Gua ga ngerti kenapa bisa se-sayang dan se-peduli ini sama lu. Lemme makes the conclusion.

"I'm deeply in love with the wrong person..."

S.

Dear Someone,

I don't know exactly who you are

I just feel really pleased when I see you

I love the way you smile

The way you laugh

When I see you smile

I catch my self smiling lyk crazy

I often makes myself looking at you

But will you see me lyk the way I see you?

This S alphabet is my own handwriting :)